Khloe Kardashian reveals that she knew about Lamar Odom’s cheating in an emotional conversation with sister Kourtney on the new “Keeping Up with the Kardashians.”

“The way I was living is not a way to live!” announces Khloe. “I kept in hiding every time there was something going on. I would have to lie, or conceal, or cover up, and I’m so over it!”

She declares, “Last year on my birthday I lied to everyone because I had to lie and say I was with my husband when in fact my husband was missing with another girl!”

Later, Kris Jenner and Khloe briefly clash over Odom, and Scott Disick implies that Khloe’s been drinking too much as she tries to get past her problems.

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